Today...

I got kicked out of my father's house.

Like, I'm not even sure what to say about this. My dad thinks I'm disrespectful and he has told me that I won't be accepted into his house unless I plan to give him his "proper respect".

I don't know if I'm disrespectful or not. I'm not extremely respectful, but I don't think I fall on the other end of the spectrum either. I tend to be more respectful, but my father aggravates me, so I'm not very respectful, but still not disrespectful.

Regardless of my respect or not, I'm not sure how I feel knowing that I get half of my DNA from somebody who rejects their sixteen year old daughter just because he doesn't find her very respectful.

I have relocated my residence in the duration of my visit to my aunt's house now.

But all I have are memories of my father today. He wouldn't talk to me - he wouldn't speak to me. He couldn't even look me in the eye without scowling.

I don't know what to think anymore.

I just took my history final

It sucked. Really sucked. Now I'm in health and it majorly sucksssssss. I don't want to be in here and we aren't doing anything but studying stuff I already know very well. Rawr.

I really despise finals week. Really, really despise.

I broke down this morning at 5:30. I was missing like one assignment for Trig and it freaked me out so I started crying and I got a headache, and I feel nauseus and I want to gooooooooo home. :( I'm still at school though.

Oh, my friend...aquaintence...ish slash enemy is apparently in the hospital. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel about this. Technically sadness is expected for a girl who was hospitalized, especially since everyone thinks she's in the hospital for hurting herself. But, I really hate the girl. Now I know this is mean to say: that I still hate the girl even though she needs help and is in the hospital. But I just don't. garrr, I'm horrible. Oh well.

I'm really tired. I should not be allowed to write blogs while tired. It's a crime...I shall call it blogging while tired. BWT.

The people in my health class are talking about weeiiirrrrddddd sex ed stuff. Ew. Like I'm not immature with the material in the class, they're just goofing off.

I'm going to make cupcakes for tomorrow...I think tomorrow, maybe the day after (thursday?)...

I just realized that I leave to go see my dad on friday. I'm not sure if I should be happy or sad about seeing him. My relationship with my dad is ... interesting. So...not sure how happy/sad/whatever I am at that fact.

But I get to go to Arizona where, although only slightly, they have some form of winter. Here in Hawaii, it's still summerlike in the weather. Which suuccckkkkssss. I want to go somewhere other than Blair's over-air-conditioned house where I can wear a sweater and not be hot. Plus, I get to ride my dad's .... ahem .... my stepmom's horses a lot. Yayness!!!!

I am exceding BWT very much. I am tired and hungry and I shall bid you adieu.

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Kat is very bored

So I'm not really sure what to say, but I think need to say something. So, currently I'm with my friend Blair. She's talking to some guy she likes on the phone...so I'm majorly bored.

What to talk about? Um, lets see...

In the past like two days or so, I've grown an addiction to Fireworks by Katy Perry...I have this problem where when I listen to a song I really like, I listen to over and over, which is what I'm doing right now.

Also, my friend Tristan - who is the guy Blair is talking to right now - got tackled today at school. My ex(?)friend Jake decided to tackled him on the school's concrete hallways. As Jake tackled him, Tristan, who is super tiny, like didn't try avoiding it, so they both went flying. As Blair describes it: "all four of their feet went flying" and by four feet, she means two each.

My favorite fanfiction - Salazar's Encore - got updated, so I'm super happy. Well, I really will be when I get to read it once I get home tonight.

Plus, I'm going to Sizzler for dinner and I get to bring Blair. Yay!

I had a "lab exam" for physics which I got until the analysis part. Ugh. And then I had a super easy AP English exam. No sarcasm. It really was easy. And tomorrow I have a Trig and World History exam - yuck. I want exam week to END already. Maybe not because that means I have to go see my dad.

And I'm rambling on right now, so I'm gonna stop now.

Adios.

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