The Awesome or Just Funny Moments of Junior Year: Part Two

So I found this in my drafts folder...this is something I started writing over a year ago. Theses are apparently funny moments from 11th grade.

1. "New York abstains, courteously."

"Mr. Morris, WHAT IN HELL GOES ON IN NEW YORK?"

-Movie in AP English class called 1776. Seriously beast movie.

2. "Now, class, if you've read this story before, don't let the cat out of the bag."

"What if I want out of the bag?"

"Why don't you come out of the closet?"

"I already did, I'm bi."

O.o

-Nikki was NOT expecting that response. :P

3. "Kat, I think I'm liking baseball."

"Hey, wait, do you know..." that your exboyfriend is on the team????

Said exboyfriend: "HEY Kat!"

"Oh shit..."

-haha Shantel, you're so funny.

4. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows coming out in theaters. That itself is just awesome enough. Especially the fact that I ended up seeing it three times in theaters on opening day.

5. Laura's birthday present for me. Which included:

-Reese's cups

-Cutants (cute mutant animals, they're the most adorable thing in the world)

-Redvines (Oh my Harry Potter, go watch AVPM if you don't get this

and

-A fortune telling skull

To Foster

I don't have your phone number anymore and you damn well know why, but I have something to tell you.

I hope you realized how much you ruined everything. I forgave you for raping me a long time ago, but I can't forgive you for being the reason Ashley turned on me. Who do you fucking think you are? What consequences did you face? Your best friend got you out of legal trouble and your girlfriend was willing to pounce back onto your arm. My best friend won't talk to me anymore and thinks I'm a lying whore and you're best friend, the boy I was in love with, hates me.

Thanks for proving that people really don't give a fuck about rape. I've been asked for my decibel level, but everyone's just accepted that schizophrenics have no control, but fuck you. Stay the fuck on your meds and don't do this again.

A text message I couldn't send

A year ago almost to the minute I gave you a letter detailing all of the things I wanted you to apologize to me for. I don't know who I was to demand that. I love you, even if you frustrate me. I don't know anymore, maybe I should've apologized. I've stuck to my story and I thought that was enough, but sometimes I can't help but wonder if maybe you were the one that was right. I don't know and it hurts me to know that we hate each other over something neither of us remembers. I kind of wish you were the same person you used to be, but I'm not really the same person either.

It's almost painful to see who you've become

Yes, Ashley this is about YOU.

[Jess, please don't show this to her, I needed to vent]

You are going to live the rest of your life thinking that I fooled around with your boyfriend because you want to believe that. But I want you to know that you are wrong.

A. Rape is the lack of a "yes" not that presence of a "no"

B. Even then, I did tell him no. I don't care if you think I flirted with him - I don't know how to flirt- or if I didn't say no loud enough -he heard it, Ash, that's all that matters-, I DID say no.

I think it's pretty pathetic that I've forgiven my "rapist" (even if wasn't to the point of legal rape) and I can't forgive you. He felt sorry, he got back on his meds, and he moved on. You let it creep in your veins. You pretended to agree with me and just held it against me for the rest of time.

In fact, I don't care about that. I was friends with Shantel for Christ's sake. This is nothing new. But do you know how painful it is to see you like this, Ashley. I remember you before. You were happy and sweet and even if you didn't like me then, you were a wholeful person.

Then Cher moved, then Corey (WHY DID YOU BREAK UP WITH COREY?), then Jessy and Lauren. And your personality must have gotten packed in their moving boxes, because I don't see the girl that went to my school those first two years anymore.

Hell, maybe this Ashley was there all along. Because the Ashley I know now pretends to be perfect to everyone. And people like Morgan buy into this. Maybe I bought into that act those first two years when I barely knew you. Maybe you're like a siren (mermaid). You seem beautiful and alluring and perfect. And then you lure people in. Mermaids would eventually kill the sailor they lured in, and I don't know how to word that into a paralleling statement that fits you, but it does fit.

If I redo one thing, I'd go back to Sophomore year and convince my younger self to latch onto Nikki instead of you. You really weren't worth the trouble. Not one bit.

I love my friends. Yes, I'm easily irritated and complain about EVERYONE. I admit this. But I love all of my friends: Shelby, Sarah, Jessyman, Cher, Lauren, Nikki, Jaide, Laura, Austin, Blair, Kasey, Tori, Vikki, Becca, and Courtney. You Ashley, you're not on there. I haven't talked to Lauren in months and she still made the list. You didn't. I don't know who are anymore; I don't think I ever did, really.

Rise of the Planet of the Apes

So yesterday I ducked out of ice skating with my friends early to go see a movie with my friend Chris because ... well, I never see him anymore. He made me pick the movie and since I've been too gaga over Deathly Hallows: Part 2 (seen it eight times so far!), I really had no idea what to pick. Remembering that Draco Malfoy was in Rise of the Planet of the Apes and that it was a sci-fi movie, I told him that movie.

Just to be clear, I've seen the trailer that runs before Harry Potter -admittingly, six of the eight times I saw HP, so I had some idea of the point of the movie- but beyond that NO IDEA.

Maybe I'm the only person in the world who's never seen or read about the other Planet of the Apes movies, but I haven't. I knew from the trailer that it was about super smart apes that get mad at Draco Malfoy and get powerful. But really, I had no idea what it was about at all, and I have a feeling this affected what my final feeling of the movie was.

And since I'm pretty bad at not spoiling movies, I should probably spoiler warn right here.

Anyway, so the movie starts off with this chimpanzee being tested on in a lab. They have her working on this test called the Tower of Hanoi and the perfect score to that is a 15 and she got a 20. Just to be clear, because this confused the crap out of me, you want a lower score. I never understood why she got a higher than perfect score, but apparently she was 5 points from perfect. So anyway, the scientist watching over starts freaking out with excitement. He convinces his boss to let him present this drug that he's been injecting into chimpanzees that is supposed to be the cure for Alzheimer's (ALZ-112 being the drug's name). So they go to present the drug, and of course, the special chimpanzee named Bright Eyes freaks the eff out and goes crazy, destroying parts of the building they're in.

The boss orders all of the chimpanzees being tested to be euthanized because the company is ending the project. After euthanizing all of the chimpanzees, they find that Bright Eyes had just had a baby chimpanzee and that's why she went insane (mother's are apparently protective). Let's just ignore the fact that as a test chimpanzee, it's basically impossible for Bright Eyes to have been pregnant without the scientists knowing, because otherwise the movie has not plot.

So lead scientist takes the ape home and notices that the smart genes its mother had genetically got passed down and made baby-chimpanzee super smart. (He gets a perfect 15 on the Tower of Hanoi). The lead scientist names him Caesar and raises him like a son.

Apparently this was supposed to be some sort of reveal, but lead scientist working on an Alzheimer's cure has a father affected by Alzheimer's (I thought it was obvious, but the people at my theater sounded shocked). He injects ALZ 112 into his father who is magically cured.

So one day, the cure wears off and the father of lead scientist goes back to Alzheimer's-like ways and when he has a bad episode, one of the neighbors starts roughing him up causing Caesar to jump out of the house and viciously attack the neighbor in some form of retribution. Caesar gets sent away to Ape-Prison which keeps the apes inside of tight cages (boohoo) and is led by three guys. One is the typical innocent evil guy. Then there's the father-son duo and the son is the evil one (maybe because he is Draco Malfoy...) and basically they're evil because they don't treat all the apes lovingly. Even though only a handful of apes are normal wild animals, they're still expected to be sweet and adoring with them.

So the lead scientist goes to work on a new form of the medicine ALZ 113 and because 13 is an unlucky number, while it works on chimps (some of them brought in from the ape prison Caesar is in), it basically murders humans. Seriously, assistant scientist and the lead scientist's dad both die as a result. But anyway, I seriously expected something to come out of the fact that they were taking sample chimpanzees from the same ape prison that Caesar was in, but nothing came of it.

So the apes start plotting to get out and when they do, they murder Draco Malfoy and shove the innocent evil guy into a cage. Caesar, when fighting with Draco Malfoy says the word NO in a really dramatic effect and it reminded me of Chuckie Finster in Rugrats yelling out no.

Then the apes try to take over San Francisco and start murdering the police who are trying to stop them. There's a big fight on top of the Golden Gate Bridge. Loads of people die (including a scene where they let the boss of the medicine company fall and drown to death for no apparent reason), a few apes die, and then some weird ending happens in the forest where Caesar who has the ability to talk now tells lead scientist he is home and it is supposed to be a heart warming ending. Until you realize that the protagonists of the movie would like to murder you.

To be honest, this movie was good up until the end. I had problems liking a movie where the good guys want to murder me. Just saying. They were hardly likable protagonists. I liked the lead scientist a million times better. I guess maybe if I'd seen the other Planet of the Apes movies, I would've understood the point of this movie, because I've heard it's some form of a prequel, but I just thought the ending made the movie horrible. It just seemed to be going nowhere thematically.

I give this movie a 4.5/10. It was entertaining for the most part, but frustrating at the end.

A Window to the Past

So when I was twelve years old, I thought I could write. The actual capability of writing words - I had that down perfect. The actual capability of writing a compelling and good piece of writing - not so much.

When I was twelve years, ten months, and twenty-nine days old, I wrote the first three chapters of what would become The Adventures of Charlotte Black: The Legacy (It used to have a different name that I forgot, but trust me, it wasn't any better). I ended up writing "45,000 words" to this story (more like 40,000 because of my long author's notes) and then one day, I reread my story and guess what! It sucked.

I immediately set out to do the impossible: rewrite a horrible story, but well. I mean I was up against a lot. My plot idea itself was bad. Plus, my mind set was horrible.

to anyone (unlike me) who does not worship Gryffindor (Okay, I don't worship it, but it is my favorite house)

-me (when I was twelve)

I posted this in one of my author's notes. I actually had to apologize to a reader for how offensively Gryffindor I was. To me this is hilarious (but if you don't know me, it's not). I'm a Slytherin. When I went to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter I bought Slytherin robes, ties, scarves, everything. So it's so funny to me that back then I hero-worshipped Gryffindor. I hero-worshipped it so much that I put a character there who never belonged there in the first place!

While I am beyond sad that I lost the last three years of time when I could've been writing to just thinking about what I wanted to do with the story, I'm also glad. Sometimes, we just need time. Even though I knew that something was wrong with my story when I was thirteen/fourteen, I didn't yet have the mental capacity to write it better. I think these three gaps years have given me the time I needed to learn how to fix my mistake. And I'm glad that I learned how.

Charlotte never left my mind, not for a day. Hardly even for an hour. Sometimes, when I'm listening to music, I pretend that in the Harry Potter books and I pretend I'm her, and I've gotten to know her a lot better (as cheesy as that sounds). Over these past three years of silence, a lot has changed. Who I hang out with, what I'm interested in, my opinions, they're all different. But Charlotte had been my loyal best friend who has stuck with me through it all.

-Katherine (SilverDrama)

Sorry, I don't like editing. This post probably sucks to read.

Facebook

Okay, so today was filled with loads of Drama, and as with our current generation, the majority of the drama either began with, dealt with, or ended on Facebook.

Jake Brissey marrying a fifteen year old isn't the point of the blog though.

My friend was badmouthing him on his page, trying to convince him marrying a fifteen year old when he was eighteen was stupid (no arguments there) and then he up and deleted her from facebook. (no shocker there) Then he deleted the argument off of his page. Or so he thought. I found a link to it in my friend's recent comments links. It was still there. What is it with facebook? I know they're super awesome for creating this awesome social networking site. Without Mark Zuckerberg how would I stalk my exes and crushes or play pretend farmer all day? But shouldn't it be less deceiving? If I click delete, something should delete immediately. Instead, he has this post where we yelled at him and he doesn't have any idea it's still fully viewable. And I mean, I tested it with my own page, and it went away.

So I'm confused, is this a glitch?? Or what?

-Kitty the Kat

I Dream of Perfection

I wish I wasn't affected by it. Everything I haven't done in my life, I want to do. Whether this non-accomplishment is good, bad, weird, obscure, or normal, I want to accomplish it. My daydreams aren't filled with boys, they're filled with the peaks of accomplishments. I imagine that I'm on top of the world - that I've hiked Everest. I dream that I'm a famous movie star or a PRINCESS.

I'm too much of a coward to ever try any of things, but I do try more realistic things. I dress crazy, speak my mind, and am "who I am"

But I've realized something. I can learn what it's like to "stand up for yourself" and make out and do things without caring for the person I'm with. But along this path, I've forgotten something very important that I can no longer accomplish. Innocence. No longer do I blush with confusion at an innuendo. I can barely count all of the boys I've swapped spit with one both of my hands. I can't undo getting oral sex before receiving my first kiss (even if the former wasn't quite consensual). (Yes, that's right, to clarify, my one "experience" of oral sex was against my will)

Sometimes, I wish I could be myself. It's not that I'm AFRAID to be who I really am, but really, it's that I don't know who I am at all. I can't "be myself" if I'm just a mystery to my own mind.

But, to say it simply, I don't know who I am.

I know that I'm a person aging out of innocence and hiking into adulthood. I've made my MISTAKES, but those are my lessons. I don't know what the future will bring, but I hope it brings me more happiness.

Today...

I got kicked out of my father's house.

Like, I'm not even sure what to say about this. My dad thinks I'm disrespectful and he has told me that I won't be accepted into his house unless I plan to give him his "proper respect".

I don't know if I'm disrespectful or not. I'm not extremely respectful, but I don't think I fall on the other end of the spectrum either. I tend to be more respectful, but my father aggravates me, so I'm not very respectful, but still not disrespectful.

Regardless of my respect or not, I'm not sure how I feel knowing that I get half of my DNA from somebody who rejects their sixteen year old daughter just because he doesn't find her very respectful.

I have relocated my residence in the duration of my visit to my aunt's house now.

But all I have are memories of my father today. He wouldn't talk to me - he wouldn't speak to me. He couldn't even look me in the eye without scowling.

I don't know what to think anymore.

I just took my history final

It sucked. Really sucked. Now I'm in health and it majorly sucksssssss. I don't want to be in here and we aren't doing anything but studying stuff I already know very well. Rawr.

I really despise finals week. Really, really despise.

I broke down this morning at 5:30. I was missing like one assignment for Trig and it freaked me out so I started crying and I got a headache, and I feel nauseus and I want to gooooooooo home. :( I'm still at school though.

Oh, my friend...aquaintence...ish slash enemy is apparently in the hospital. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel about this. Technically sadness is expected for a girl who was hospitalized, especially since everyone thinks she's in the hospital for hurting herself. But, I really hate the girl. Now I know this is mean to say: that I still hate the girl even though she needs help and is in the hospital. But I just don't. garrr, I'm horrible. Oh well.

I'm really tired. I should not be allowed to write blogs while tired. It's a crime...I shall call it blogging while tired. BWT.

The people in my health class are talking about weeiiirrrrddddd sex ed stuff. Ew. Like I'm not immature with the material in the class, they're just goofing off.

I'm going to make cupcakes for tomorrow...I think tomorrow, maybe the day after (thursday?)...

I just realized that I leave to go see my dad on friday. I'm not sure if I should be happy or sad about seeing him. My relationship with my dad is ... interesting. So...not sure how happy/sad/whatever I am at that fact.

But I get to go to Arizona where, although only slightly, they have some form of winter. Here in Hawaii, it's still summerlike in the weather. Which suuccckkkkssss. I want to go somewhere other than Blair's over-air-conditioned house where I can wear a sweater and not be hot. Plus, I get to ride my dad's .... ahem .... my stepmom's horses a lot. Yayness!!!!

I am exceding BWT very much. I am tired and hungry and I shall bid you adieu.

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Kat is very bored

So I'm not really sure what to say, but I think need to say something. So, currently I'm with my friend Blair. She's talking to some guy she likes on the phone...so I'm majorly bored.

What to talk about? Um, lets see...

In the past like two days or so, I've grown an addiction to Fireworks by Katy Perry...I have this problem where when I listen to a song I really like, I listen to over and over, which is what I'm doing right now.

Also, my friend Tristan - who is the guy Blair is talking to right now - got tackled today at school. My ex(?)friend Jake decided to tackled him on the school's concrete hallways. As Jake tackled him, Tristan, who is super tiny, like didn't try avoiding it, so they both went flying. As Blair describes it: "all four of their feet went flying" and by four feet, she means two each.

My favorite fanfiction - Salazar's Encore - got updated, so I'm super happy. Well, I really will be when I get to read it once I get home tonight.

Plus, I'm going to Sizzler for dinner and I get to bring Blair. Yay!

I had a "lab exam" for physics which I got until the analysis part. Ugh. And then I had a super easy AP English exam. No sarcasm. It really was easy. And tomorrow I have a Trig and World History exam - yuck. I want exam week to END already. Maybe not because that means I have to go see my dad.

And I'm rambling on right now, so I'm gonna stop now.

Adios.

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A Day in the Life of a Kitty Kat

Okay, so today was interesting. It was fun, drama, and well...that's about it. Anyway, so I slept in super late and didn't get to school to socialize early. :( So I go to AP English for second period (which is the first class of the day). English was rather...interesting. First of all, my teacher is scatter brained and forgets what we're doing half the time and goes off on random tangents. Anyway, today we got new vocab words. He gives us worksheets with a word bank, and definitions and sentences missing the vocab word. He lets us guess before going over the right answer.

Awesomeness #1 of the day? I got all of the vocab right on the first go!

So anyway, we're going over schemes after that. (He proceeded to give me the teacher's copy...shhhh) During this lecture, we get a lockdown/evacuation drill. We're told to lockdown the classroom and read the directions on the tv screen aloud. I'm sorry, we're in AP English, we should be able to read anyway. I yell to my english teacher loudly. "MR. JONES! WE'RE IN AP ENGLISH; IF WE CAN'T READ, WHY ARE WE IN HERE?" He kind've laughed. ... He's used to my random witty comments. The instructions said in the case of a real evacuation caused by gas/chemical/bomb threat, our parents would sign us out before we left.

I'm sorry, but if I'm gonna die, I'm not waiting to get signed out before running like hell. I'm just running.

Then, we are instructed to evacuate to the wing right next to our class. We go over to the wing and they usher me into my freshman Biology classroom. It's also my advisory/TASK classroom. My advisory/TASK teacher "hates" (ish) me...so I made sure to say hi when I got inside. Then, the drill ends, so I go get my bag from class and end up back in my TASK/advisory class again, lol. My friend Jake / Thomas (same person, two names) just leave (our teacher seriously doesn't like us). We meet up with my best friend and his girlfriend Ashley and we crash the Physics class where I proceed to mock Ashley's fail of a parachute (it held NO air resistance...lol).

Then I had World History...I was a nerd. Then Health, I left for a therapy. I came back to school for the last class...Beginning Acting. I just ate my McDonalds, gossiped, and then played Charades. Yes, I get to play Charades in one of my classes. It's awesome. During Charades, my adopted Frosh (niner I guide through high school) was guessing when someone was trying to act out Mulan. The category was movies, so they made squinty stereotypical Asian eyes. My Frosh yells out superloud "ASIAN" lol...it was funny for some reason.

Then after-school, Ashley and I convinced Jake to hang out with his best friend one last time and we hung out. We went through like a million phone calls, passing notes through calls to her mom and suck. Anyway, me and Ashley were just talking and goofing around. I pointed out she was only doing half of her History project, which sucks, but she still has a week to make up the other part. Then we pull out paper and decide the way to try and have classes together next year - because Froshy year, my Thursday schedule was identical as Jessyman and Sophomore year, Cher and I shared (:D) a Thursday schedule.

So, so far, we both have:

Kat

AP Eng. Lit

Undetermined History

AP Calculus

AP Statistics

Drama II

H. Chem (retaking)

Undetermined elective

Ashley

H. 12 Eng or AP Eng. Lit

Undetermined History

Band

AP Statistics or Trig

Drama I

H. Chem

Undetermined (or I think I forgot) elective

...Hope something like that works out :D But yeah, I'm stressing, I only have next year, and then I have to do something with my life. Grrrr. I don't like life ... like the real world life, I like being alive :)

-Kitty Kat

PS Today is awesome because I got pizza after-school with Ashley!

The awesome or just funny moments of Junior Year: Part One

These moments are in almost no real order...kind've. I'll note if they're associated with one another, otherwise, they're just in what order they come into my head.

1. During charades people were guessing a dancing artist. People were shouting out random names and I wasn't paying attention. I look up bored. "Lady Gaga?" Correct! :) I still wasn't paying attention.

2. My friends and I were at the pool and they were talking about weird youtube videos. One of the weird videos is a sad teenaged kid who doesn't get out. He dresses up as like batman, runs around, "does good", and shouts JUSTICE when he does something good. My friend got annoyed with talking about videos, so she starts a splash fight. Eventually, she gets splashed in the face, and goes off crying. My other friend goes up to her and asks if she's all right. She turns to him and shouts JUSTICE, and tackles him into the water!

3. Conversation between Ashley and I.

"You fail more than twizzlers trying to beat redvines."

:O "That is a fail."

4. This dialogue:

"Chris kiss your girlfriend!"

*shakes head and grabs phone*

"No! There's no app for this!"

"Well, technically there is."

"NO!" *takes phone*

... "Can I have my phone back?"

"NO!"

(The awesome part is that we mock him for that)

5. Random text

How do you make sure you don't kiss the wrong twin?

-Jess, I still have no idea how I made sure I didn't. I still don't know for sure that I didn't.

6. I wrote on my Trig white board, "My name is Draco Malfoy; I am a racist, I despise gingers & mudbloods, I hate Gryffindor house, and my parents worked for the man who killed your parents, would you like to be my friend? -A Very Potter Sequel . StarKidPotter" Like legitly. Then I wrote nerdfighter, because it's a habit.

7. So far, I've written nerdfighter on my Physics desk, Trig desk, Health desk, and my advisory desk. Plus on the Trig board.

8. People friking know about ALL CAPS and I can sing Lumos Flies without looking crazy...though they don't seem to know Mrs. Nerimon :(

9. Jake's amazing joke on Tristan's phone conversation.

"Yes mom...okay mom...got it mom"

(Jake is overlaying, pretending Tristan's mom is trying to get him out of the closet)

10. I started singing an AVPM song in English...people sang along with me :D

Just ten for now. I'm very tired and I have school in the morning. There shall be more than ten on this list. I will make sure of it. This list needs to be completely full. Oh! I know, a bonus one. The slip of paper I put in for charades was just Harry Potter. :D Anyway, byev. (Oh, I have an obsession with v's)

-Kat

Kat's short first nostalgic post - really just story time

Hiya Jess, I will be making this first blog mostly just towards you. Mainly because I don't know what else to do.

So hi Jessyman!!!

So I feel like reminiscing about our friendship. Like that awesome first day we met.

***STORY TIME***

It was July 28, 2008. I was a little thirteen year old sheltered, but slightly evil girl. I went to my first class confused. In Biology, my next class, I was lost. In my third period class, I was even loster. In my next class, I finally recognized someone: Avery. In fifth period my bestie (Sarah) was in my class, so it was awesome. Then, in sixth period, I followed fourth-period-Avery into Mr. Hetrick's mega awesome Geometry class. I slipped into the seat behind him. I spoke about four words to him before our conversation died. I looked around. Sitting next to me was this brunette girl. She looked mega familiar (like in four of my classes familiar :P) and then she looks at me for a while, and at my jacket.

"Are you a Harry Potter fan?" Because I was wearing my awesome Gryffindor jacket.

I was like a shakened soda. "Oh my gosh yes! Are you?"

And there began a wonderful, and slightly odd, nerdfighter friendship. I vaguely remember us talking about Harry Potter, Twilight, vampires, JK Rowling, Stephanie Meyer, fanfiction, youtube, John Green, vlogbrothers, fiveawesomegirls. -I think we still talk about all of those O.o-

(You better still be wearing the Gryfindor jacket that I willed to you from time to time :D...)